It was that night when I felt so sleepy. And, you popped up and suddenly the hours became blurred. We have nothing but the voice and the split second views, taking advantage of what technology can offer. You have your angel I got mine. You gave me yours and I gave mine to you too. The rest became a whirlwind.
But, I am unsure what happened next. Suddenly it all became so distant. Even your mind, I cannot get hold of what to do. I cannot even comprehend your actions or my actions.
All the while, I thought everything was fine. Until I find myself lost. Stumbled in a rock and when I loom around me, I saw nothing but your shadow in the road away from me.
I became unsure what went wrong. What I have done wrong or what have I made this time. With the haze upon me, it is a dizzying state to find your self with no one but your wits to hold on to.
And I laughed, this is just another story. Again. One of the many stories that I have woven and thinking that it will be different this time. I am wrong.
This is me and this is what I feel. This is me and this is what I think. This is me and this is what I breathe. This is me and this is what I live. This is me and this is my Sanctuary.
My Sanctuary...
Life is always bound to be painful and joyful, can be filled with sadness or happiness, and at some point, despair or hope. My life, just like anyone else is no excuse for every malady this world has to offer. And so, I offer myself a recluse, a place to hibernate, to recoil...A Sanctuary...and this is my Sanctuary...
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