Never had any...

I am a hopeless romantic person. This I can be honest about. How I came to love the thought of being in love. Engaged in romantic stories and movies, it is always heartwarming to be engulfed by such instances. And, more often than not, I end up wishing for the same happy ending.

Temporary. This is the most apt word that I can describe as far as my relationships are concerned. And for almost every one, promised a lifelong vow, which ended up in nothing but tears and sobs and a sigh.

For every failed relationship, I ask all the time, what went wrong? Always too, I failed to answer the same question. I have hoped not even for the ideal. Although I do not wish to settle for less too.

In truth, I feel that pang of jealousy every time I see couple who is together in a street, unmindful of the worries of others. Sigh. Again. I do not wish to sound so desperate but yes, unfortunately, with another year looming near, I simply cannot hide my frustration.

Tonight, again, my pillows will comfort me until I wake up the next day.