An August Reflection

Despite the pressure of school and work, August in itself adds up to what is currently in my dish. With the temperature rising to a sordid 40 degrees and above, I am not sure whether this can be a good month for me. Indeed, with second week of the month lurking just around the corner, I am suddenly dazed by what the current situations are. Albeit, a mixture of emotions that I believe seems too hard to handle. Even now, as I am writing this, I can sense incoherence in what I am writing and I am most certain, this will just be a set of blabber once posted.

Anyhow, coming into senses, it was a roller coaster ride with a few more in store just a couple of days more. Final exams is nearing with grad school, the pressure of Ramadan brings at work, and should I mixed in a little of emotions? I do not think so. It will too unwise considering the current turn of situations. Maybe, this can be discussed further in another post.

Undeniably, I feel a sudden shift of my persona. Should I say, my friends were honest about it and thanks to their patience for keeping up with me save for one which I believe I totally despise amidst the efforts poured in. Well, maybe, it is just a matter of sorting new clothes with hemlines and without. Or, maybe, I should be better off by simply shrugging it off and let the days of August deal with it.

So much of banter I should say, perhaps, can I excuse myself for a solace, or be without responsibility, or enough of whatever facade that I have to put in and simply blurt it out?

August as it i, when it is stormy in the Philippines and sunny here in the desert.