I still long for you...

I know that you are there.
But it seems you don't bother.
Could it be him?
Or chances are really slim?
Everyday it is about you.
And I don't know what to do.
Losing you is the last.
Don't want to be a past.
Help me out please.
Where in this space?
I am loving...
I am longing...
And, I am hurting...