Just Venting Out...

Perhaps this might be a good way to vent out my current state of feelings - uncertain, worried, scared, lost. This has been going on for days and at the closure of this working week, I feel the sudden urgency of a particular "something" that is suppose to be happening already. Strange, and it has been running in my mind like a lost rat for every waking hour and it's slowly biting my sanity. It is indeed hard to look for someone who has either no intention of showing up or no chance of showing up at all. And, at the end of the day you have been able to conjure a lot of stories that it just makes you crazy.

I simply hope that things will turn out the way that it should be in the end. Although unsure of the fate, but maybe somewhere in that other desert, he will be able to feel that in this part of the desert another heart has been skipping irregularly already due to mixed emotions. I will take these as an extra baggage that I will be carrying until God knows when.

Just venting out...