and you are gone...

those smiles that we shared,
or the simple chat we had.
everything is in my heart,
stuck and constantly reminding,
of those days and nights
when a world of love
is promised and vowed.

those silent stares and sighs,
unmindful of the clock,
ticking and endlessly running.
we know, time is us and forever.
who would ever think,
how treacherous time is,
now it is gone and done.

those memories that we have.
are but memories now gone.
those dreams long woven,
tangled, vanished.
i look up at you from afar.
quiet unreachable and cold,
and almost now almost gone.

maybe indeed this ends up,
whatever thoughts of me and you.
and i have nothing left,
to hold on, to grasp for sanity.
now, with a bleak life to lead,
i will have my tears to shed
and a lifetime of hurt to live.